sex, drugs, alcohol, makeup, hair dye, straightening your hair, curling your hair, extensions, short skirts, see through tops, being called bitches, slut and whores, death threats, gossiping, hooking up, making out, bragging, bitching, teasing, lying, suicidal notes, sneaking out, being called fat, ugly, being harassed....

all this and we're not even 16 yett

OK, so lately I've been taking my course work and exams really serious! I've been listening more to Mr Gheile in maths, even though he ignores me ¬_¬ in IT I've been staying with Ruksar cause she's been helping me with my IT course work cause she's done hers and I've done under half in 3 lessons :D I'm quite proud... but I've been distancing myself away from everyone cause i need to get on with my course work :/ Pardis and Ella was saying Thursday that i haven't really been bothering with them anymore but its not a personal thing its just I've been doing that with everyone. I've been cancelling a lot of plans to go to the library as well, which is annoying but its all going to work out because when i think of it this is my grades and its me who's going to stay with them, so I'd prefer to stay in and catch up on course work and please myself than go out and stay on twitter and please others.... well that's all really OH and it was my dads birthday Thursday, yes the big 42 xD i love you dad! I think I've been a bit mean to him because i always argue with him and say horrible stuff when he's rude. I'm going to start being nicer to my parents even if there saying I'm being rude and my attitude stinks because they are trying to help me and that so i just want to give a shout out to my sugar boos Katy, Elinor and Alika ❤ I couldn't ask for better friends!

something i need to start doing

1. stop getting offended by little things.
2. embrasse the beauty of my friends and even people i dont speak to.
3. stop caring about what everyone thinks about me.
4. do everything i want and as long as im not getting in any ones way or hurting them, dont stop until you've succeded.
5. Love your family and treat your close friends like them!

There has been a lot of abuse of facebook lately. I don't agree with the situation that is going on but i think there are only 3 people who are involved so I don't understand why every ones talking about it... unfortunately every ones been sticking there noses in which is making everything worst, not only for the person denying it but for the person who is accusing them too. I'm not saying theres anything right or wrong about it but it do take two to tango and by what I've saw, is different to the rumours I've heard. If you call your self a friend then you should just say he has a girlfriend keep away and not sit there, run back and fore saying she's flirting with him. I'm not saying a friend is wrong for saying what's happened, I'm saying it's wrong to accuse some one for doing something and still act like they shouldn't say anything cause there not a part of it, because there just making the situation worse... cause they are for jumping to conclusions and accusing them off something JS!

If I let you in, you’ll just want out. If I tell you the truth, you’d fight for a lie. If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can’t clean up. If you follow me, you will only get lost. If you try to get closer, we’ll only lose touch. Yet you already know too much, and you’re not going anywhere.

I think being honest will do the best for me in life. From now on my going to be honest with myself and my friends, im fed up of walking on egg shells. brb.

It annoys me how 1 thing can affect you so much, you can call it pathetic but if someone called me annoying I'd be so angry cause they have no right to say it. When i find someone annoying or moody i just try and not communicate with them until they are so alone they have to talk to me. You might find it rude but everyone handles different thing's in different ways. It pisses me off when i want to go some where and I've planned to do something and when it comes to it i can't, I understand why people would be annoyed but I'm fed up cause instead of someone being annoyed with me it's changed to someone calling me a liar cause i said I'd do something but because i didn't I'm lying, it don't make no sense because i haven't promised anything... i didn't sign a contract and say i swear I'd do something so i don't know why people have to act so extreme and give me a lecture..... You might not agree with what I'm saying but please just respect it!

Hay guys! So I've met someone new on #twitter, (i always love to speak/met new people on twitter) There from San Francisco, his name is Daniel Blunt and he so so nice. We have something in common, our love for Selena Gomez :') I think you all should check his twitter and follow him just click on this post!

plans of a new years revolution.....

- a new years revolution is something that you have planned to do or are doing in the new years, most people(s) new years revolutions are to diet, eat less, save more and just things that concern them in no way to life. I have chosen a list which i have gathered over the year and i will be maintaining this list as far as I'm aware.

• Go to collage
• Get to a dress size 14 for prom
• Drink plenty of water and eat plenty of vegetables
• Try doing excercise at lest 4x a week
• Dont use violence jokingly towards friends
• Try and compliment people around me as much as i can
• Update my blog 1 a week
• Help my parents around the house
• Save £500
• Try and do alot of revision on my course work and exams
• Get a tatoo
• Pay alot of attention towards my friends
• Read a book fully
• Give money to charity and support
• Go to at least 1 concert....

so there you go, theres my new year revolutions PEACEOUT!

We get a point in life where we feel, lonely, emotional, disgusted and ugly (this is for males and females).

I had a point in life where i felt fat, unloved and ugly. I just wanted to scratch my eyes out every time i looked in the mirror just so i couldn't see what i had created. Every time i saw my friend i always complimented or gasped at what they had created and what they looked like, and i had always wanted to be just like them. I walk down the streets and notice how beautiful and sexy some people look and that was just because off the way they portrait them selves. When i go shopping i always find something sexy and elegant but i know i wont pull it off! So i end up just sticking it back on the rail and finding some leggings and a baggy t-shirt, Most off the time i wonder whether i should just stay home and snack on some junk food. Is it my fault I'm unhappy with my self? I guess you can say to be beautiful you need confidence and popularity but other than that you wont be noticed..... much love

gossip bitching ass...

I thought I'd talk about arguments and bitching, I've noticed that a lot of arguments are occurred at a young age, from bitching, gossip, boys and girls.... and know body knows when to stop. I've recently discovered a gossip bitch in my year, a gossip bitch is when a certain person bitches about everyone and tries to encourage you to bitch but but when you do they go up to the person(s) getting bitched about and tells them. A gossip bitch makes you out to be someone your not!

I think its completely bizzar that someone would want to do this, but I've come to a discovery and thought all the bitching is for attention. I assume that they don't get much attention from there family or at there home, so they seek attention from week people who wont confront them and admit that the person is wrong...

I have realized that i have also done this before, but not for attention just to be heard. I had said something once to a close friend, not bitchy just in general and the gossip bitch took my words and twisted them and made me out to be bitching about one of my best friend's. So i decided to tell her close friend whom she had been bitching about, what she had said. I didn't think of the consequences but just the thought of hurting her feeling's; Bitchy you may say, no just completely honest. I hate lies and gossip so i try and stay out off it, but I'm not saying a bit off gossip is not wanted when I'm around ;/.

I also call gossip bitches a 'AS' you pronounce it as ass, and it stand for attention seeker_____ ch-aw for now slut's much love much love♥

everything happens for a reason. things go wrong and things go right. at the end of it all, you just become a stronger person, and sooner or later, you realize who's really worth hurting for.♥

How many times were you mislead by a bewitching smile, but found a player instead.The things in life, that we sometimes take for granted are not really what it is. Some people come into our lives disguised as friends and turn out to betray our trust. We, of all people trust those who will break our heart into tiny little pieces.

No matter how much we love someone, we really cant make that person love us back. And no matter how we wish to be HIS, it’s impossible I guess. We try to be his friend, and smile, and yet he keeps falling for the wrong girl. He never realizes that he belongs right here. Why can’t he see?

OK, so currently I am obsessed with this guy, and my current story can be summed up in Taylor Swift’s “You belong with me”. There was once a chapter in my life where two songs summed up. My feelings through David Archie’s “crush” and the story of Austin through Taylor Swift’s “teardrops on my guitar”.

I guess, his chapter is over, and it’s a new chapter. This one is Falling for the guy you really cant be with. Or maybe you can, if he ever lets you! Life is unfair.

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."

We get a point in life where we feel, lonely, emotional, disgusted and ugly (this is for males and females).

I had a point in life where i felt fat, unloved and ugly. I just wanted to scratch my eyes out every time i looked in the mirror just so i couldn't see what i had created. Every time i saw my friends i always complimented or gasped at what they looked like, and i had always wanted to be just like them. I walk down the streets and notice how beautiful and sexy some people look and that was just because off the way they portrait them selves. When i go shopping i always find something sexy and elegant but i know i wont pull it off! So i end up just sticking it back on the rail and finding some leggings and a baggy t-shirt, Most off the time i wonder whether i should just stay home and snack on some junk food. Is it my fault I'm unhappy with my self? I guess you can only be beautiful if your skinny, confident and populate but other than that you wont be noticed.