Whilst i was putting on my make up the other week, as part of my new years revolution i discovers something about my self and about all my new years revolutions. I looked in my mirror whilst applying my lipstick as thought to myself why am i doing this, I'm putting a mask of makeup on to cover the way i look when i should be embrassing my look and not caring about the way i look or if it affects other people they can stuff them self and not bover to talk to me again! As another new years revolution i wanted to loss weight, i thought to my self today why am i wanting to lose weight and i realized that all the sly comments i get and when people call me fat, do they realize a little part of me tries to put it to the said and act all confident and not care when they don't understand it putt's me down and they don't think that i know i look terrible and i can't look as good as other people but at least I'm happy about my self. But when i walk down the corridor and hear these people say these thing's i just feel hatrid and ugly and my friends don't make it better by giving me nicknames or saying they need to lose weight when I'm obviously bigger than everyone! I just really wanted to say that this year i've made these revolution and said yerh i want to do them but i dont and my revolutions aint effecting me there effecting the people around me, so from today im going to say i dont care what people say about me and no im not going to stick to my revolutions im going to try and be healthier and open up to people and if people dont think other wise fu bye.

Everybody lies, and everybody is two faced, no matter how hard people try and persuade you otherwise. Theres always the "she said this" and "have you seen her new hair", and I have recently realised that boys are also very bitchy! So I don't think people should get upset as they should when they find out someones speaking about them behind there back, unless there best mates, which I can completely understand. I wish that nobody would do this though, but thats never going to change. But the thing that really gets to me is when people bitch to you about someone, then bitch about you to that person, and everyone thinks there innocent. I also hate it when they tell the person that you've said stuff and don't mention the fact they also joined in with the bitching. The last thing I hate is when someone bitches to you, and then in front of that person, they lick there arse and worship them, and treat you like shit. This happened to me today, and it really did upset me. But when I confronted her, she genuinly didn't realise what she'd done, so I forgave her because she means the world to me. I think you should just keep your friends close and just turn a blind eye whenever people say any rubbish about you, your better than them, and at least your the main bit of there conversation!

by KAB♥

suck ups!

Oh well, the thing that has started to grind my gears is when my friends bitch about people and run back to them when they have know body. In all fairness I'm not one to say that i haven't because I have, but I don't do it in every ones face and i try my hardest not to bitch about my friend's or even stab them in the back.

I've realized that the only thing you can do when your in this situation is, go up to the person bitching and confront them or go up to the person getting bitched about and tell them all about whats happening, But if you ever come across something and have to do either off these option's you have to be prepare to take full responsibility and own up to telling the person(s).

In a situation like this I've watched people confess about what they've done once they've been caught out, and then when the other person moans / argues with them, they haven't liked it and tried to make them self look like the victim in the situation. If the person bitching in the first place decided not to be a back stabber then none of the situations would have happened and know body would have argued or moaned at them, so before you start pointing the finger you need to look at both sides of every story.

Peace out hoes!#♥