A little story about me and my life........

so im 15 years old and is currently studying my last year of high school. I have amazing friend SHOUT OUT Ashi, Alika, Katy, Elinor, Caitlin, Agnese, Batoul ^_^ alot of them ;/ so in year 9 i moved to willoes because my sister done something stupid nd wrong and i didn't want people to think i was like that @_@ so i thought I'd start that school with a nice fresh start but i ended up having a lot of problems with that school and i just didn't fit in so the people would be really mean to me and the teaches wouldnt do anything about it which was disgustng and my mum went ballistic at them and went straight to the school boardy and demanded me to go back to cathays :) and as she told them to move me they did, and i started a week later! Insteard of putting me back were i was they moved me to the other side but i didn't know hardly any of them so yeah had to settle in again, and the people i met were great (a) so many good memorys. At the end off year 9 My head of year announced that there was going to be a new form and i jumped at the chance to leave but i didn't know she had already picked me (the new form was back on the side of year i was orginaly on, so i though i wouldnt have to try and settle in again). So at the start of year 10 i thought i'de be with all the people i was with in year 9 but i was with people i didn't know that well, it took me like 2 months to settle in with them because some times i may be annoying or tell jokes and that to get confident and try and get along with people BUT yeah i love them all and these people are sososososooso nice Agnese,Josey, Maddie, Arnissa, Nadira, Sayda, Sophie, Fatima, Muna, Bizrat, Julian, Tiffany,Nemo, Holly and all the rest but there closer to me than the other people in our year :) OK MY HOME LIFE i have 3 sister and 2 nieces due my older sister Whitney 19, she is living in the valleys at the moment with her fiance Stuart 27 and she has a baby due the 5Th march ^_^ so excited! She's going to call her baby Eli-May such a beautiful name. Kortney 17 she i living with us but goes up her boyfriends sometimes and stays there Lean 22 and her baby's due 28Th April but she hasn't got a name so far and my Paris 14 my little sister, shes in year 9 and not pregnant :L I love my family including my Mum (Rachel 36) and my Dad (Darren 43) and i love my family because our if is never boring cause we always have a good story and something go to say! Peace out Y'all #_#

Memorys and beautiful friends

Alika

Drew by Hibo and Miarh

Hibo

Me on holiday

Aqsa and Hibi

Josey and Habbiba

Ashi, Katy, Batoul and Elinor

Agnese and Ashi

Ella, Me and Pardis

An amazing day in black weir!

Ella, Alika, Arnissa, Jamila and Caitlin

Hibo

Aicha

Batoul

Daniel

Me

Jamila and Josey

Keneth

Caitlin, Jamila and Katy

Ashi, Me and Holly

We are teenage girls.

When we go home...

Our straightened hair goes up into messy buns.

Our makeup has faded or smudged so we take it off.

The fake smile vanishes into how we really feel.

Our brand new shirt changes into our favorite old sweater.

Our skinny jeans are traded for sweat pants or pajamas.

And our Uggs are taken off to reveal our fuzzy socks.

When we go home...

You wouldn't recognize us.

piercings i would love to have.

It annoys me how 1 thing can affect you so much, you can call it pathetic but if someone called me annoying I'd be so angry cause they have no right to say it. When i find someone annoying or moody i just try and not communicate with them until they are so alone they have to talk to me. You might find it rude but everyone handles different thing's in different ways. It pisses me off when i want to go some where and I've planned to do something and when it comes to it i can't, I understand why people would be annoyed but I'm fed up cause instead of someone being annoyed with me it's changed to someone calling me a liar cause i said I'd do something but because i didn't I'm lying, it don't make no sense because i haven't promised anything... i didn't sign a contract and say i swear I'd do something so i don't know why people have to act so extreme and give me a lecture..... You might not agree with what I'm saying but please just respect it!

So yesterday was a pretty fun day, I had Double IT, Science, Maths then Science again. The whole day was rubbish and the only fun lesson was Maths! I love math's cause I'm with Agnese and Ashi, and there really entertaining ^_^ I've started speaking to Agnese & Ashi a lot more and there really nice people, and so funny. At break i kept poking Aggy and she came out with the funniest thing ever 'Carry on i like that, cause I'll scratch you face with my good finger' You might not find it funny but it was pretty hilarious at the time. At lunch i was on my was to Gregg's with the gang and we walked pasted Khalil and the people he hangs are with and they shouted something which i couldn't make out but Ashi assumed it was black slag, so i started screaming at him because Ashi was really offended but h actually said fat slag, which made me look stupid, so i just kept screaming at him. The day was pretty good but i think everyone thought i was being annoying and irritating cause every time i talked or wanted a hug from someone they'd say 'NO! or aw Tia your hurting me' I just can't be asked with people like that and this year I've discovered that when I'm not around everything changes much love for now ♥.

The one thing i like about blogger is that i can talk about my true feeling's and not bother about what people think, but i think i talk about my true feelings a bit to much and i put all my negative feeling on my blogger cause i don't like to talk about them in public or even to my friend's, cause i get the feeling I'm annoying or it seems like I'm attention seeking. Its better to say my feelings on blogger cause i don't have to explain anything when people ask or tell them whats wrong with me!

I think I'm going to start writing daily and about things that I've saw and on celebrity's because i usually just write about what's gone on are story's that have bugged me. THE LAST THING THAT IM GOING TO SAY IM ANNOYED WITH IS HOW KNOWBODY COMMENTS ON POST'S OF MINE.

Whilst i was putting on my make up the other week, as part of my new years revolution i discovers something about my self and about all my new years revolutions. I looked in my mirror whilst applying my lipstick as thought to myself why am i doing this, I'm putting a mask of makeup on to cover the way i look when i should be embrassing my look and not caring about the way i look or if it affects other people they can stuff them self and not bover to talk to me again! As another new years revolution i wanted to loss weight, i thought to my self today why am i wanting to lose weight and i realized that all the sly comments i get and when people call me fat, do they realize a little part of me tries to put it to the said and act all confident and not care when they don't understand it putt's me down and they don't think that i know i look terrible and i can't look as good as other people but at least I'm happy about my self. But when i walk down the corridor and hear these people say these thing's i just feel hatrid and ugly and my friends don't make it better by giving me nicknames or saying they need to lose weight when I'm obviously bigger than everyone! I just really wanted to say that this year i've made these revolution and said yerh i want to do them but i dont and my revolutions aint effecting me there effecting the people around me, so from today im going to say i dont care what people say about me and no im not going to stick to my revolutions im going to try and be healthier and open up to people and if people dont think other wise fu bye.

This is for the people that have been checking my blog from different regions and nationality's.

Merci de vérifier sur mon blog, et j'espère que mon blog vous a pris en vertu du standm'a plus et réaliser ce qui est différent de ce que j'ai jeté fonr.

मेरे ब्लॉग की जाँच के लिए धन्यवाद, और मुझे आशा है कि मेरे ब्लॉग को आप के तहत किया गया है मुझे और अधिक खड़े और महसूस अलग बात है कि मेरे पास है fonr फेंक दिया.
Vielen Dank für den Check-out meinem Blog, und ich hoffe, mein Blog hat man untergefertigt und stehen mir mehr und realisieren die andere Sache ist, dass ich fonr warf.
Grazie per aver controllato il mio blog, e spero che il mio blog ti ha fatto stare in me piùe realizzare la cosa diversa è che io abbia fonr gettato.
Спасибо за проверку мой блог, и я надеюсь, что мой блог сделал вас подостановить меня все больше и понимаем, другое дело, что у меня есть fonrбросил.
Gracias por visitar mi blog, y espero que mi blog te ha hecho en mi pie más y darse cuenta de lo diferente es que tengo fonr lanzó.
Tá súil Go raibh maith agat a sheiceáil amach mo bhlag, agus tá mé tar éis mo bhlaga rinne tú faoi bheith níos dom agus a bhaint amach ar an rud difriúil go bhfuil mé fonrthrew.
Thanks for checking out my blog, and i hope my blog has made you under stand me more and realize the diffrent thing's that i have been threw.