There has been a lot of abuse of facebook lately. I don't agree with the situation that is going on but i think there are only 3 people who are involved so I don't understand why every ones talking about it... unfortunately every ones been sticking there noses in which is making everything worst, not only for the person denying it but for the person who is accusing them too. I'm not saying theres anything right or wrong about it but it do take two to tango and by what I've saw, is different to the rumours I've heard. If you call your self a friend then you should just say he has a girlfriend keep away and not sit there, run back and fore saying she's flirting with him. I'm not saying a friend is wrong for saying what's happened, I'm saying it's wrong to accuse some one for doing something and still act like they shouldn't say anything cause there not a part of it, because there just making the situation worse... cause they are for jumping to conclusions and accusing them off something JS!

Whilst i was putting on my make up the other week, as part of my new years revolution i discovers something about my self and about all my new years revolutions. I looked in my mirror whilst applying my lipstick as thought to myself why am i doing this, I'm putting a mask of makeup on to cover the way i look when i should be embrassing my look and not caring about the way i look or if it affects other people they can stuff them self and not bover to talk to me again! As another new years revolution i wanted to loss weight, i thought to my self today why am i wanting to lose weight and i realized that all the sly comments i get and when people call me fat, do they realize a little part of me tries to put it to the said and act all confident and not care when they don't understand it putt's me down and they don't think that i know i look terrible and i can't look as good as other people but at least I'm happy about my self. But when i walk down the corridor and hear these people say these thing's i just feel hatrid and ugly and my friends don't make it better by giving me nicknames or saying they need to lose weight when I'm obviously bigger than everyone! I just really wanted to say that this year i've made these revolution and said yerh i want to do them but i dont and my revolutions aint effecting me there effecting the people around me, so from today im going to say i dont care what people say about me and no im not going to stick to my revolutions im going to try and be healthier and open up to people and if people dont think other wise fu bye.

you need trust in your self before you can trust others

No one understands how important trust is until it isn't there. I suggest that trust could make you and break you, So in life nothing can wok without trust.

Once you trust yourself you will be able to trust the people around you!

I have found out that a relationship don't work with out trust. People make a big deal out of trust and i never wondered or suspected why people did, until i saw how my friend were using it. I saw that my friends were luring me in and making me fell good about myself and told me lies which would make me feel anger and hatred. They new that once i let my barriers down and let them in they could do what ever they want. I would trust them enough to let them do what ever they want. One and other would turn each of them away from me and once they had, there was nothing i could do about it, cause i was the one letting them do it. I felt like i was getting used to find out information, and when i did say something it would get twisted or used against me. I couldn't tell people what had been said or what had happen cause the person would use it against me and I'd have to confess to what i had said. I'm not very good with confrontation or admitting something i had said because i just don't like to see people hurt be what i had done, so i try and create a barrier to stop them from getting in. Its quite hard to not let the people closest to you neither your family know things you don't even want to tell your self. So when i meet someone new i tend to put on a mask and act confident and nice knowing that they judge you by first impressions, and i tend to let down my barriers and admit to things I've said or done even if i speak badly about my friends because when i let my barriers down i tend to throw everything I've done out the window and get as close as i can to them so they don't know who i really am and i can portray someone that they want me to be whilst I'm not letting them control me. Some people may say it's acting fake or lying about your self but no it's nothing to do with neither of them because your not completely changing or acting like your someone else, your just not letting them in and sharing the things you do and there nothing fake about that....

gossip bitching ass...

I thought I'd talk about arguments and bitching, I've noticed that a lot of arguments are occurred at a young age, from bitching, gossip, boys and girls.... and know body knows when to stop. I've recently discovered a gossip bitch in my year, a gossip bitch is when a certain person bitches about everyone and tries to encourage you to bitch but but when you do they go up to the person(s) getting bitched about and tells them. A gossip bitch makes you out to be someone your not!

I think its completely bizzar that someone would want to do this, but I've come to a discovery and thought all the bitching is for attention. I assume that they don't get much attention from there family or at there home, so they seek attention from week people who wont confront them and admit that the person is wrong...

I have realized that i have also done this before, but not for attention just to be heard. I had said something once to a close friend, not bitchy just in general and the gossip bitch took my words and twisted them and made me out to be bitching about one of my best friend's. So i decided to tell her close friend whom she had been bitching about, what she had said. I didn't think of the consequences but just the thought of hurting her feeling's; Bitchy you may say, no just completely honest. I hate lies and gossip so i try and stay out off it, but I'm not saying a bit off gossip is not wanted when I'm around ;/.

I also call gossip bitches a 'AS' you pronounce it as ass, and it stand for attention seeker_____ ch-aw for now slut's much love much love♥

suck ups!

Oh well, the thing that has started to grind my gears is when my friends bitch about people and run back to them when they have know body. In all fairness I'm not one to say that i haven't because I have, but I don't do it in every ones face and i try my hardest not to bitch about my friend's or even stab them in the back.

I've realized that the only thing you can do when your in this situation is, go up to the person bitching and confront them or go up to the person getting bitched about and tell them all about whats happening, But if you ever come across something and have to do either off these option's you have to be prepare to take full responsibility and own up to telling the person(s).

In a situation like this I've watched people confess about what they've done once they've been caught out, and then when the other person moans / argues with them, they haven't liked it and tried to make them self look like the victim in the situation. If the person bitching in the first place decided not to be a back stabber then none of the situations would have happened and know body would have argued or moaned at them, so before you start pointing the finger you need to look at both sides of every story.

Peace out hoes!#♥