It annoys me how 1 thing can affect you so much, you can call it pathetic but if someone called me annoying I'd be so angry cause they have no right to say it. When i find someone annoying or moody i just try and not communicate with them until they are so alone they have to talk to me. You might find it rude but everyone handles different thing's in different ways. It pisses me off when i want to go some where and I've planned to do something and when it comes to it i can't, I understand why people would be annoyed but I'm fed up cause instead of someone being annoyed with me it's changed to someone calling me a liar cause i said I'd do something but because i didn't I'm lying, it don't make no sense because i haven't promised anything... i didn't sign a contract and say i swear I'd do something so i don't know why people have to act so extreme and give me a lecture..... You might not agree with what I'm saying but please just respect it!

Whilst i was putting on my make up the other week, as part of my new years revolution i discovers something about my self and about all my new years revolutions. I looked in my mirror whilst applying my lipstick as thought to myself why am i doing this, I'm putting a mask of makeup on to cover the way i look when i should be embrassing my look and not caring about the way i look or if it affects other people they can stuff them self and not bover to talk to me again! As another new years revolution i wanted to loss weight, i thought to my self today why am i wanting to lose weight and i realized that all the sly comments i get and when people call me fat, do they realize a little part of me tries to put it to the said and act all confident and not care when they don't understand it putt's me down and they don't think that i know i look terrible and i can't look as good as other people but at least I'm happy about my self. But when i walk down the corridor and hear these people say these thing's i just feel hatrid and ugly and my friends don't make it better by giving me nicknames or saying they need to lose weight when I'm obviously bigger than everyone! I just really wanted to say that this year i've made these revolution and said yerh i want to do them but i dont and my revolutions aint effecting me there effecting the people around me, so from today im going to say i dont care what people say about me and no im not going to stick to my revolutions im going to try and be healthier and open up to people and if people dont think other wise fu bye.