ITS THE DUE DATE

OK guys my sister Whitney is officially due any day know as her baby should be born today. I'm so excited, I'm going to be an aunt and arghhhhh it just makes me feel so happy! It makes me emotional to because she's basically giving up most of her life to bring another life in to the world..... i don't want to sound all blubbery but it makes me so sad the fact that there's going to be a new part of our family. After all the trauma last year when my sister Kortney lost her baby at 6 months RIP Tyler(when she was only 16)- i just want there to be a positive at the end off the road; The good thing is shes due in two months too, so I'll be two aunty's :D

I think i didn't realize how precious a life or person is until its gone so I'm hoping 2011 is the year for her and our family because so many terrific things have happened over these years and i kinda feel like i should stop bottling these things in because it just makes me even more emotional and i just fell stupid when i talk about the things that have happened and you know what i do cherish the things i have and i think all i need in life is my family! I love my mum so much, shes been threw a lot these past couple of years she had cervical cancer in 2008-9 and all her family wasn't speaking to her, she lost her job and all she had was my sister's, dad and me and i think i didn't realize how lucky i was to have a mother luckly she had most of the attuma removed but its still growing. This Christmas my dad had to have an operation on his leg because where hes diabetic he thought he didn't have to take his pills everyday and carry on eating sugary foods, his blood started clotting up and his nerves were going in his leg and it lead to having something in his leg and he was going to have his whole leg chopped of but because the doctors had figured out what was wrong they sucked the clot out and luckly nothing that was all, he thank fully only had the end of his big toe slit and is fully recovered as long as he carries on taking his pills. My sister was diagnosed last year with being epileptic, this is when people have fits and spit coming from there mouth. Some people find it funny and think its not a serious thing so when people joke about it i don't find it funny because its like saying a joke about someone disabled. After 4 years of her with this the doctors finally discovered what she had and it will never be fully cured so she will live with this for the rest of her life not being able to watch films with Acton go placed with flashing lights/colours or watch things which change fast over a fast period of time (shes only 13). Some people think its funny to make fun of people with these types of problems but there just as normal as we are! Over these past years me and my family's have had shit lives but none of these things will effect the way we love each other, and I'm just saying some people are taking advantage of the family they have and don't really realize what they have until something terrible has happened. I LOVE MY FAMILY and i think these things have brought us closer together.

I don't want sympathy i just want people to understand they do have people that love and care for them, and there when they need them, only cause you have a silly argument don't mean its the end of the world